As re a late article, I informed you of my social pariahhood (yes I now it's not a word, but it sounds cool) from the homosexual community. However, life generally sucks donkey eye-balls now. So question?
Which of the three should I do?
1) Should I return back to the group, be ridiculed and made a mockery of and create what amounts to nothing short of a civil war where the sides are fairly uneven: 35 (perhaps?) to one (me)? And if I return, how should I act? Suggestions? Por favor?
2) Should I AIM some of the people I now are gay and attempt to fix amends. Granted, here is the dilemma: I have two gay guy's AIM sn's, and one is the devil incarnate (chopin) the other (bach) who manipulated yours truly into sleeping with him when I had just met. And if I choose curtain number two, how should I engage the conversation: "hey remember me..."? Suggestions, Bitte.
3) Should I email a gay guy whom I have NEVER met (well not true I may have met him once when I went to the horrible meeting of le homo's (sorry French speakers)), but have a, well- dare I say, sorta a thing for. Now granted, this guy is not hot stuff as one has come to expect every gay man in the world to be he just seems interesting. Also, I know really nothing about this guy- history, from whence he came, past, or present b/f. So If I choose curtain three, how should I email him: "HI, I've seen you at the dining hall and want you." Perhaps to crass. Suggestions? Please?
OR, finally, Perhaps I..
4) Should accept my life as a meaningless quest for nothing. Laugh a lot at the stupid people in the world, but secretly want to be loved and to love? Suggestions? Perhaps I bit too depressing?
I like lists, and I have just made one. Which would you do, reasons? How would you do it? Suggestions? Consider this as some sort of test. Please post answers below.
and all that jazz,
P.S. Please accept this delicious Mars bar as completing this small test. I hope that you did not take up too much of your time, and remember to throw away the wrapper in the proper bin. Thanks.
An apology is extended also for the previous entry which was silly and cathartic. Please ignore, or read and laugh. Or laugh, ignore and read. Which ever you prefer.