An Ode To You

Kotonashi's picture

I couldn't sleep last night,
Or maybe I did;
All I know is that we danced in my dreams...
And I dreamt that what you said was true,
My heart began to pound.
But I woke with a start, at 9 A.M....

Just the day before...
You called me at 9:45...
You woke me and apologized...
I didn't care.
And so I actually beckon you to call,
And my phone remains silent.
Though in my head is a cacophony,
My outside isn't looking so great.
Pale and cold and red in the eyes...
Last night I cried for you,
I was worried my blade was the only one to understand...
I was wrong, and knew that,
I do want you, but I dont want you to kill me...

I'll be here today,
Except for between the hours of 11 and 2...
Don't leave me hanging...
Don't leave me for dead.
I'll wait...
As I always have...

(even with this, i still feel so incomplete... Grr...)

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amy's picture

aww

aww honey... hug