As I've slowly become more aware of the possibility that any of the girls I know could be more with me, I've almost wished that my feelings had remained obscure. When the dance teacher comes close to me to show me where my position on the stage will be, I can smell her sweet perfume and am thinking about how attractive she is. I looks at the beautiful asian girls in my class and almost feel sad as I realize how nice they look. So then I started wondering: What's the different between simply admiring a woman's beauty - and feeling jealous - and being... turned on by what one sees? I think I intuitively know the answer to this, but whenever it comes to sexuality issues I second-guess myself.
Considering myself bisexual has forced me to redefine sexuality and dating-and-relating as I had previously understood it to be (which I guess can explain why it took me so long to get off Square One of Denial and actually believe that maybe my conceptions of sexuality weren't complete). Once, on the old Oasis, Riley and JJ said that bisexuals have no friends. That's a sad thought, and I'm afraid of how true it just may be.
What do you think?