I can't explain it. At all. I am a bisexual twelve year old, and I just can't help thinking, "Why the hell haven't I came out yet?". I haven't come out to a single person, except for a few of my friends on other forums... Yet, I know that if I come out to my friends, I'll end up getting my ass handed to me by... 10-some people. I do not blame them (my friends) at all for being homophobic. They're mature enough to understand what bisexuality is, but not "mature, mature", at least enough to truly accept it, but hey, what twelve year old isn't? "Why not come out to your parents?" Plain and simple, fear of being shut out of their lives until (IF) they start to understand, with my helo of course.
I don't want to come out to anyone right now, but I don't know, because I'll end up blurbing it out in the wrongest of places, and then it's boom, back to stage two, getting my ass handed to me. Sadly, I live in a hick town, so it isn't really my friends' fault at all, if they never truly accept me for who I am, because their parents are the worst role models, at least to me, because they nearly encourage sexuality-based hate.
I just want help, and advice on what to do.
PS: Happy Valentine's Day, although it's not really a happy one for me. :/