i'm not really sure if i'm gay or just bisexual. i really hate labels, i feel like i don't fit into any of them. people ask me what i am and i don't really know myself. thats part of the reason i'm not out to most of the people at school. it would be nice to find someone that really understands me though. i sometimes feel like i'm not being myself.
i feel very alone sometimes. i don't have many friends and i started a new school this year. then theres the sexuality issue i'm dealing with too. its hard to meet people, besides over the internet, and my experiences haven't been very successful. oh well.