living

out of the flames's picture

Today is the first day in all i can remeber, where if a knife were in my hand i would not cut. It is a new feeling for me, i feel very alive for once, for the first time in ages i am living, not just alive and breathing, but real living. i love it. I mean i am not super happy i still have problems, but for some reason this night is different and calm in some sense. i like it, i like looking forward to the future instead of dreding it, i like living.

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Project Scum's picture

throat maybe?

I wonder, why some of you "cutters" never take the ultimate step and do the world a favor and cut your throats instead of your arms

jules's picture

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amy's picture

damn

dont even know what to say to that.but to 'out of the flames' congrats to you and dont listen to 'project scum' sounds like he has something up his ass.

adbak's picture

What the hell?!

Don't pay attention to him, whoever he/she may be. But congratulations on reaching a high level of being. I'm happy for you.

morbid intentions 666's picture

here 4 u!

m here 4 u. fuck the assholes who hate u.(not literally)i no the pain where it's so damn hurtful,only physhical pain takes it away. M gald u feel alive again.congrats:D *goes back 2 the shawdow from whince she came*
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