My apologies...

Kotonashi's picture

Thourhgout the course of my 17 year life, I realize that I have fuckd so many people over... And I want to apologize (in no paticular order)...
Dustin - I'm sorry that you were the first guy I ever liked... I'm sorry you had to go through my petty shit and deal with me...
Brian - How can I even begin... I'm so sorry for being so demanding, for loving you so much. For letting my emotions get the best of me... And for caring so fucking much...
Jenny - For not being the friend you need. for not caring enough and for getting fed up with what I do myself... I guess I saw too much of myself in you...
Amy - For not being the friend you also need. For getting frustrated at you with the stupidest things... I'm sorry I'm never here for you...
Joe - for caring too much when I barely even know you... Sorry for scaring you...
Katherine Herbison - For somehow pissing you off to the extent of never wanting to talk to me. Sorry that I loved you, even though you were my first serious girlfriend...
Jessica - For not being your definition of a best friend. For keeping a secret that should have been kept in the end...
Luke - For telliung Jessica your secret. For not being the brother you said I was... For being your friend for so long just to dissapoint you... You were like a brother to me, and I do miss our long talks at night...
Katherine Hill - For never writing you those stories. For dissapointing you with my interview with the starting line... I wish I could have been better...
Kevin - For not being the brother you wanted. I'm sorry that I always want to use the computer...
Ryan - For not understanding what it's like to be 9 again... For never being here and for getting frustrated with your 9-year-old naivite...
Dad - For not being the football star son you always wanted... Sorry I'm a fag...
Mom - For putting you through everything... I never meant to hurt you... I'm just trying to figure out who I am...
Rachel - For not being as determined as you are with the bass... Our band will work... If it doesn't, then I apologize... I'm sorry for putting all my worries onyou and for trying to be here for you... I'm fucked, you know...
Catherine - For dumping you after dating only like a week... I love you, and I always will... I'm sorry I'm a shitty boyfriend... I'll make it up to you one day...
Nikita - For dating you for so long only to hurt you in the end... You're probably the only girl I'm truly attracted to... One day you'll see...
Tim - I know we dont even really know each other... But sorry for never letting our friendship progress because of my sexuality...
Everyone... - I'm fucked up... I shouldn't be here... 'll let my life go by and just pretend like I don't exist... I suggest you all do the same...

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eTgen's picture

Life worth living?

"Life's not worth living, and that's the truth,"
Carelessly caroled the golden youth.
In manhood still he maintained that view
And held it more strongly the older he grew.
When kicked by a jackass at eighty-three,
"Go fetch me a surgeon at once!" cried he.

Han Soper

latters,

eTgen

amy's picture

Scott..

Damn scott.. bad night? youve always been there for me and u have a right to get frustrated at me damn that kingdom heart game :P.. i hope you are ok..and screw your dad... hell just screw everyone