The beat goes on...

Sunny's picture

So... I finally got up the courage to go to the doctor this morning... and guess what?!?! He called this morning, 10minutes before I had to leave and said that they had to reschedual. Granted he has a life too... someone has died in his family. But fuck! I gathered myself together for this and for what?!?! Nothing. Now I have to put myself throught this living hell again in two weeks. GRRRR.

Sunny sings to herself *Onward Christian Soldiers, marching as to war, with the cross of Jesus, going as before* I'm not sure what that has to do with anything, but singing it makes me feel better. I'm glad, to say the least, that this place is here for me to vent at... it's sort of like a Virtual journal.



marcelle42's picture

Out of curiousity, what was s

Out of curiousity, what was scary about the doctor?


JB's picture


Whats scary about seeing a doctor? for me its the fear of haveing another hose shoved up my dick with a laser attached to emilinate some calcium babies.

Sunny's picture

Hum... I put it in my earlier

Hum... I put it in my earlier blogs...
I was raped a while bunch of times and it did some lasting physical damage that they're trying to repair. No one asked me what I wanted... they just decided it was for the general good of all mankind. Gawd. They poke and prod. It's awful. It's like reliving the rapes again and again.


adrian's picture

oh my....

god.. that sounds absolutely fucking terrible..

they should definately have more compassion for you in cases such as these, and if the don't you should demand it.

farking hell.

marcelle42's picture

I'm sorry... that's so awful.

I'm sorry... that's so awful. No one deserves that.