I was just upstairs talking with a friend, and mentioned that I was going to be missing work next weekend. She asked why, and I told her I was going on a retreat. I'm going on a campus ministry retreat for GLB/Questioning & friends. When she asked where I was going, I knew I wasn't just going to be able to say a retreat, and I was right...she asked what kind of retreat.
So...I took a huge breath and said it was a retreat for gay, lesbian, questioning students and friends. She just kind of looked up and said that it was cool...and that was that. But right now my stomach is in a knot. I don't think my friend would assume anything, but I honestly don't know how much longer it's going to be before I tell her I'm a lesbian. And the thought of doing that scares the hell out of me. I don't know why; I mean, she's a awesome person and totally wouldn't care, but it's scary. None of my friends here know about me... I think that will be changing soon.
Sorry if this seems a bit random and poorly written, but I'm a bit out of sorts at the moment. I wish I could just implant the knowledge that I'm gay in everyone's heads, I don't want to have to tell them.