what hurts

bi_treehuggin_dead_lovin'_hippy's picture

here is a list of painful memories:
watching my parents shoot up
listening to my parents fight
watching my arents fight
talking to the cops about my parents fight
going to a jail, and seeing my daddy through a glass window, holding back the tears so i could talk to him over the little phone
waiting for hours to see my mom on my birthday, when she promised she would come, but then didn't show
being compared to my parents
when people assume a life for me...usually a perfect one, then holding things they think to be real against me
invsting everything you can into a friendship, telling the person EVERYTHING, then watching that person turn on you
the thought that a simple kiss can ruin everything so quickly
those are just a few of the many things that hurt

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sneezing gurl's picture

Every emotion has a price att

Every emotion has a price attached to it. That feeling when you give someone your all and they turn the tables on you, it's just damaging. Anyway I can relate to what you're saying and it's a pathetic feeling.

bi_treehuggin_dead_lovin'_hippy's picture

yeah, that feeling rally suck

yeah, that feeling really sucks!

ahumancondition's picture

sigh.

Habit is the ballast that chains a dog to his vomit. - Samuel Beckett

I'm sorry about your friend.

out of the flames's picture

i just want us to be able to love eachother again

i hope you will take me back...will you babe?