Ah... the wonders of being single...

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As I slowly begin the task of "coming out" to my friends, I have come to realize my situation of being one of the single people who have, not once, had a significant other in their entire lives.... let alone been kissed...

As I sit here listening to Evanescence on the radio, I can't help myself... I sing along, keeping my mind off of the overwhelming loneliness that threatens to break my entire being down. I wonder which gets to me more: the fact that I have no one to call mine? My sexual frustration (that seems to plague teenagers a lot nowadays...) or my negative thoughts about myself as a person which keep me from finding that special someone?

Oh well... Only a few more months before the end of this school year... and then there's summer... and a whole new year with new classes and new people...

.....heh