Frames still suck, and i'm being forced to make them against my will , better judgement and professional advice. It's like selling you soul to satan , except with the express intent that he violently and repeatedly anally rape you with a broadsword. You can see the end result.. but you are rapidly careening towards a cliff with no breaks and still accelating insanely.
On top of that it's been a very tense day , I havent slept.. i got some very bad news regarding a very close friend of mine, whose entire future now hangs in the balance and the hands of some other undisclosed person. I havent slept. My favorite club is closing .. and I've had this feeling of impending doom for the last month that my 'party' days are over.
I am going to miss my 'social life' , although .. I have been finding myself 'cocooning' more and more. In the last three months , I have gone out clubbing once, and while that experience was enjoyable.. I felt past my prime... (and I am only 21 for fucksakes). Oasis has been taking up a fair amount of my time, but it's mostly because I know that It's worth my time doing it. The friendships I've made here seem so much more real than the lip service we pay to acquaintences ex shags etc.
I need to meet someone nice .. a proper boyfriend.. I think it's time , since I really want/need a compassionate soul that i can actually reach out and touch sometimes.