i hate this fucking city!

out of the flames's picture

Friday was one of the most awful days in my short history. Now i know to most it is not going to sound bad at all, but for me it was awful, my whole world was crushed. So on Friday March 14th my High School acceptance letters came. Since i was about 2 i have dreamed of going to this HS called Urban. I know almost half the school, i love everything about it. so when the letters came on friday i was scared as fuck. I opened the letter from urban and my world sahttered. I was on the wait list. I cried and cried. Then i get a call from my friend and she got in, she fucking got in and i didn't! for a while she wasn't even going to apply there, until i encouraged her, and now she is going there and i am not! to top it all off i spent the entire weekend with Urban kids and my friend who got in, it was hell for me. I held back tears the whole weekend, i am holding them back right now. My future that i have dreamed about for as long as i can remember is gone and i can't do anything about it. why didn't i get in and she did!? it is not fair, it is not fair! i hate this fucking city, i hate this fucking world!

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el's picture

hang on

the fact you're on the waiting list means you still stand a chance.........i know this is pretty hard but sometimes life just throws shit at you..........don't you have a second choice or something.........you should never limit yourself to something........anyhow, good luck and i hope you get in.

out of the flames's picture

yeah i got in to 3 other plac

yeah i got in to 3 other places, but i really don't want to go to any of em. i know the waiting list moves, but it is fucking scary when you don't know where you are going to go to school next year, and Urban is the only place iwant to go to.