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TeeAhr1's picture

Work is hard to find these days. Fucking aggrevating. You know what's cooler than being broke on the prairie? Everything. Had to vent that, I feel better now.

I'm thinking very seriously about moving in with an old friend out of state. That's a very heavy proposition for me, and I feel paralyzed by indecision. On the one hand, the idea turns me on to no end. There's something about starting over, the idea of the second chance that very much appeals to the embittered old man in me (a sizable chunk of my person). I feel trapped in my own ennui (I've always really wanted to use that word). I'm just really unhappy with where I'm at right now, both geographically and emotionally, and the idea of someplace new out my window calls to me.

But. I don't know if just thinking it's a neat idea is a good enough reason to make a flying leap into the darkness, y'know? I feel like I've spent my entire 'adult' life (read: age 15 - the present) running, and I don't want this to be just another leg on the endless road trip that is my life. If I go through with this, it has to be for the right reasons. I don't need another place to run to. I need a place to stop.

See? Paralyzed by indecision. I must be getting chickenshit in my old age.

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