I sit here and watch all these stupid love movies where its bliss, everything always works out, high school sweethearts get married and live happily ever after, guy breaks up bad marriage and gets the girl, or whatever...they all end the same...HAPPILY. I want that, I know itll never happen, but there has to be somethin out there better than what Ive got. I mean, how much bitching and whining and arguing can one person take in a 2 year relationship? Everyother day is a fukkin dramatic argument that usually ends in one of us dumping the other. *sigh* Gawd, you know Ive got holes in my wall from this relationship, ive got ulscers *well ok not really but it sounds good* from all the stress, ive probably given my fingers more excercise from clenching my hands than masturbation lately, my vocal cords are being given more exercise than necessary. Gah it sucks.