Oh Michelle how I miss you. Why did I have to decide that it wouldn't work between us. Maybe had I confronted you about being grossed out by your smoking you would have quit. Maybe if I had asked you to take the relationship slower you would have. But no, I had to say that it wouldn't work out. I had to break your heart. I broke my own heart too. I will always love you Michelle because you will be my first true love. I will always think about you. I know you will never see this but I love you still and wish that I had the nerve to ask you out again. Maybe before I head off to college I will tell you my true feelings. I will always love you.