well they don't accept me at all. they can't even look at me anymore. They cringe at my rainbow bracelet, the word CASTRO is like scary to them. I hate the feeling of not being loved. They think crazy things like my school did this to me, it is not fair. Nothing is fair anymore, i think the phrase has lost all meaning. They are always trying to change me, they won't let me form my own identity. I can't stand the feelings, my friends love me more than my parents do. I know they need time to accept me, but i can't stand it anymore it is tearling me up more than anyone can imagine, my life is just so sad and i hate the way i feel and i hate the way i have to hide.