sigh.............i guess this is better than a full fledged depression.
i hate my life. i have a virtually inexistant gay life, no gay frens, and obviously have no way to channel my gayness. and i hate the fact i'm stuck where i am doing what i am.
today i went browsing at the mall and found that there isn't anybody that i could ask to go shopping with me. sometimes i feel so alone, with all these desires to do things others don't.
sigh.........maybe i'll just go and sleep or something.