I kissed a girl! I can't believe it. What did I do???? It was nice. Very nice. And very wrong!! What was I thinking?? We're not dating. We're just friends! And I don't want to date her. There was a time when I actually had some morals. What happened??? We were alone at my apartment, just hanging out, one thing led to another, and all of a sudden we were making out. Well, making out is really too strong a word. Messing around might be more appropriate. And she likes me. And I don't like her. Like that. What was I thinking?!?!? But it was nice... girls are nice.
Irkness. I feel like I'm back in adolescence again, first discovering the opposite sex. Or the same sex as it is, heh heh. It's not fair!! I'm supposed to have these things figured out by now! Things are starting to fall into place in my life!! I don't want to deal with this. I need to get out of here. I need to get a girlfriend. I need to get my hormones under control until then. I need to scrape together whatever's left of my ethics... sigh.
I learned at least one lesson though... kissing girls is much nice than kissing boys. :D