I hate him....

Spirit1313's picture

I have never actually hated someone before but now I do. He is the most inconsiderate prick that has ever walked the face of this planet. He needs to practice what he preaches and grow up before everyone pushes him away and he finally realizes how alone he really is. He had no right to bash me for something that was none of his business. He had no right to make me cry. He had no right to get himself involved. He has no fucking clue what he is talking about and he has no idea how he treats everyone else. He is an asshole and a conformist.
Surprise surprise, I wasnt the only unhappy one, but atleast I had the fucking guts to actually something to the person I was with and not to everyone else. I didnt know. And I never would have. The other person had no intention of saying anything because of fear that they would "hurt me". Like they didnt anyway? Like hearing it from other people who read it in the above mentioned person's live journal made it better??? What the fuck kind of relationship is that?
I am sorry but lots of people are just really pissing me off and being ganged up on just didnt help. I might break out my old habit....

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Beryl's picture

Aw, hun....

Im sorry things came out so horrible for you.... Please don't cut again. They aren't worth it. You are. You don't deserve all this madness....

Spirit1313's picture

I dont know....

What I deserve anymore....I dont know if I can stop myself from cutting...Its like smoking, its addictive...But I am trying...
~Lisa Faery~

Beryl's picture

Thats all

Im asking. I know its your coping thing, so if you really have too, you have to, and Im not going to be angry or anything. Just, whenever you want to talk, Im around, even if I can't really help.

~B

Spirit1313's picture

Thanks hun....

Its just disappointing that people cant be big enough to say how they feel and that others feel the need to be ignorant jackasses who get into other people's business when they have no right to....I dunno...A lot of things disappoint me....and thats why there is Evanescence to counteract the bad...and you....and maybe Amanda if she didnt break my ribs...= )
~Lisa Faery~

Beryl's picture

lol

yes, her hugs are... something. Evenescence is god. And you. only you're a goddess. ah, confusion. I say we ship the Chris's to antartica in a box.... that'll show them! *evil laugh*

Spirit1313's picture

Yes

Lets ship them to Antartica! Honestly though it wouldnt be so bad if Chris had said something and Butcher hadnt....but whatever....I am in a fairly better mood.....and trying to figure out what to do with my weekend....

~Lisa Faery~

Beryl's picture

yeah....

if Butch had been just warning you what he had been saying, that I could understand. But attacking you just wasn't cool. Hmmm...

~B

Spirit1313's picture

Yah...

Attacking was very uncool....But whatever....I am close to over it I think....I wanna go to uh Hot Topic! Yah thats what I want to do!
~Lisa Faery~

Beryl's picture

Yes,

Hot Topic heals all.

~B

Spirit1313's picture

::grins::

Hellz yah!
~Lisa Faery~