I saw my friend Emily today with a guy that completely admires her. He's so sweet to her and she doesn't really like him back and I kinda understand why (she has her own reasons). Not too long ago I was really infatuated with a straight guy, who turned out to be a real ass hole, and I'm afraid this might be happening again... I really like JP, who is gay and I'm not quite sure how he feels about me, but he said he liked me... I just don't know. After seeing Emily and Mark together (bot not really together) just further intensified the fact that I'm alone and she potentially has a really great guy. I don't even know what i'm saying. This makes no sense. Blahhhh.