There is a boy

TeeAhr1's picture

and he apparantly likes me very much. At least that was the impression I got when he was going down on me Thursday night, y'dig? This boy, whom we'll call Jeff (because that's his name) has apparantly been eyeing me for a couple months now (which I just found out yesterday). And then this crazy shit happened Thursday, and now I think he thinks I think...you know what I'm getting at here? What a shocker, someone's more involved than Pete is. The scenery and the actors change, the lines remain the same.

I mean, I do like Jeff, I think. As much as I can like someone I just met. He's cute, he's sweet, he's a geek like me. He does give superb head. But I think he's in the market to buy, not to rent, and I'm deeply uncomfortable with that notion. Not the idea of commitment itself, but with Jeff in particular. He's sweet, like I said. And I'm not.

I don't want to break this kid's heart, but dammit, I don't want to lead him on, because that just means I'm gonna have to break his heart worse later. I feel like I've got to say something, but I don't know how without sounding like a heartless player. I am a player, but I'm not heartless, I've been on the other side of this particular table a time or two myself, I don't want to subject anyone to that kind of thing, especially someone as kind and clueless as Jeff is. He's a sweet kid, you know? I don't get the "I've had my heart ripped out before" vibe off him, and I really don't want to do it to him. Anyone good in the "letting them down easy" department?

--pd

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Jacob17's picture

Sorry

I hate it when that happens. good luck.

jeff's picture

Umm...

Just let it play out, but be honest about your trepidations and intentions... I mean, he can't be too old-fashioned if he's going down on your really fast. And, if he gives good head, you're probably not cock number one, so he has some mileage. Just see what happens...

Jeff
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I am Willy Wonka.

TeeAhr1's picture

hmmm....

Well, I certainly wouldn't call him old-fashioned, for the very reasons that you pointed out. I see it as more that he's come to the point where he's...ready. As far as readyness goes, maybe Pete is and maybe Pete ain't, but even if I was, I don't think it'd be with him (see my first missive). Alas...

But nevertheless, you give damned good advice. I mean, I know I need to be honest about shit, best policy and whatnot, of course, but it always helps to hear it from someone else. So I reckon I'll rehearse it 'til I'm blue in the face (and not for the usual reason), and then go fuck it all up like I typically do. Thanks for giving a shit, Jeff. You're a good dude.

-pete
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