Will it ever end? I have the HUGEST crush on this straight boy, and as much as i want to say i have him out of my system, the thought of him make me smile. Is it because he was my first boy i liked? Will i get over it when i find someone new? I really hope so. You wanna know something else that sucks too... I good friends with the girl he is in love with. It really hurts when he talks about her to me. This is why i stay my distance from him, i hardly ever talk to him any more and don't even want to see him.