dammit i lost the first rant!

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so this is my second time writing this so now im more pissed....its break time and im reallly happy about it cause i havent been doing so hot in my classes or well just one of my classes but oh well...

so yester sophies boyfriends Dad came into where i work and all the emotions i had towards her came back and i felt horribly sad yet warm and fuzzy cause i also remembered the good times...so yeah i found out they made
it safely to san diego....*sighs* how i miss her.....

but moving on i have found someone new....oh man this is intense shes so cute..not just physically the way she is and acts drives me nuts....because i feel like everytime im near her she gets nervous...she tenses up and well its great its such a rush of blood to my head...and shes got this nervous smile thing she does when shes with me that woa now makes me melt.....and she has the most beautiful and expressive yes i could go on forever about anyones eyes...they are seriously my fav attribute of any person...however i dont like my eyes they are too plain...BROWN..but hey thats me so wtf? right?

and i have noticed that when with others she isnt like that...so either she likes me or is plain afraid of me im hoping she likes me hahahah but oh i have no clue what to do because we only have one class once a week together and even then theres barely any chance to talk anyway so if i want to talk to her i need to like make a serious plan...because otherwise its hard to even get a chance to be with her.....*sighs*

but the times i have been with her were awesome...so who knows....life is so complicated...

also i managed to get her screen name and ive been contemplating on whether or not i should just flat out IM her and be like- hey i like you so you wanna hang out? my school is small so if i did something like that i think it would get around and im honestly prob not ready to go through that...ahhhhh and the sem is almost over so i need to think of something quick!

i seriously think im gonna IM her i figure if shes interested shell talk to me and try to get the conv going....oh but what about??? hey hows the weather there? how obvious would that be LMAO LMAO..or better yet what do you think of gay mariage ahahahha..seriously flipping here....

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oh man.....what a rant....