reminded again of her

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so i was hanging out with my cousin and hes in my car and asks bout this paper i have in it which happened to be a random paper i have in my car which reminds me of sophie...so i told him about her of course omitting the part where i say " i crushed very very hard on her" and replaced her significance with blahful "we were really really close friends " i sld out....and it made me somewhat depressed....then ha we watched a movie which also coincidently reminded me of her too freaky for comfort there are signs all over the place now indicating to me that i blew it with her and that i should have probably talked to her to at least have let her know about how i felt for her and sadly after months of ranting and denial and other crushes --- I still feel for her...*sighs* this blows.......

i need to move on...it seems as each time i seem to find someone new to crush on or i find something to occupy myself with i am reminded of her which is werid cause i never thought i was capable of feelings like the ones im feeling or fealt for this one person.....

enough....*sighs*