I really need some help with a situation I've been having and all of the help that you guys could give me now would be greatly appreciated. I'm a 16/F/Ky and I'm going through a really weird time right now. I just had some really crazy stuff go on in the past couple of days, and I need some friendly advice. o.o; I've got a crazy family. I've got a Mom, who is narsasitic and crazy person..x.X;; She and I are constantly arguing, and in December I moved in with my Dad cause I couldn't take it after sixteen years of living with her.. In January, my cousion Eric Ray was murdered along with his best friend, and as of reciently I've been trying to rebuild a lost relationship with my Aunt, Eric's Mom, Kathy. I've also had my share of Step-Parents in my life, a Step-Dad named Gary who used to be around when I was little and was around for about ten or eleven years of my life. As of reciently he and I have started talking again, and it's just been really weird... Also, my newest step-parent, Andrea, who's my Dad's girlfriend, is deciding that she is going to move out, and leave my Dad and I and go to Michigan. This is all a WHOLE lot of stuff and I know it's crazy but I'm in need of some advice on how to handle it. I've been considering lately a lot of different things, and actually even had the nerve to think about suicide again (and the thought scares me). I don't want to sink to that level again, but I'm petrified on what else to do. My Grandparents, who are also heavy alcoholics have been trying to get in contact with me as of lately, and my Grandfather is apparently getting close to the verge of dying, because of over-amounts of alcohol. I swear, the man is a living breathing bar. x.x;; Anyways. There's just been a lot of stuff going on. I've also been having problems with my love life as of reciently, and it's just been crazy. Anything guys? I really could use some help.
Thanks a million.
The one and only,