I feel sick...

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I feel sick..... Here's Ian's email back to me:

.....um well. I am so sorry for having to put you through this crap
again. ::hides in a corner::
i am speechless and to confused to say anything at the moment... and
please... dont hold regrets on the past about us.. I'll always love you
no matter what. Even if weve fought or argued and or just plain confused
about you or I. Dont hold back on anything youve ever wanted. Just
remind yourself that.. lovely Serenity.. :)

"I keep on asking her. 'Does it hurt to die?' But the truth is.. I'm
already dead.."

..move on