I hate labeling myself. I really truly hate it. Because it's not necessary. I am who I am, whether I'm labeled or not. And yet I still struggle with it. I can talk to my Mom about it, and vent and stuff but I can't seem to work it out. I basically think of myself as gay. I love girls...their bodies, their personalities, their hair, their everything. The way they look in jeans and t-shirts. I'm physically attracted to them so much more than guys. I'm not crazy about the male body. Sometimes I think it's kind of gross, even though it's really not. I don't like all the muscle and stuff. And I don't like how it is, well, down there. But sometimes I'll still go ga-ga over them sometimes. The thing it's only really over how hott they are - their faces, I mean. There have only been one or two guys I could really see myself with. But I'm not really physically attracted to them...only a little bit, if I even am at all. I guess I'm kind of looking for someone else's opinion on this: do you think I'm considered a lesbian from what I've said? Or bisexual? Like I said, I hate labels and I can't figure out why I'm struggling with this. Or why I care at all. Gah, I'm so confused!