Happy happy happy! I got to talk to Ian for a long time last night. We talked about the whole issue with how I feel and got everything sorted out. He is the best friend anyone could ever ask for! I love him to death. Not to mention, I'm in love with him. But then I asked him out. He said he needs some time to think about it. I feel a lot better getting everything off my chest and out in the open. And he and I are as good friends as ever.
I wrote a really long journal entry last night, pasted it in here and posted it but it didn't post for some reason. And I don't have it saved. Weird.