parents suck ass >: (

KieBem81's picture

hello-

so it seems that on a usual daily basis my rents yell at me or scream at me or talk furiously to me at least once a day and frankly im getting sick of it i dont know what to do ...it seems that when i try to talk to them it really does just get worse and im so frustrated i dont know what to do...

my mom says i have an attitude but i know she does not understand where im coming from she knows nothing bout me and well i havent made the effort to tell her but at the same time im afraid if i do tell her anything about my sexuality and why its causing me to be "grumpy " or whatever or to isolate myslf from our family ---well things will surely get worse if not absolutely unbearable....

sometimes when they are saying why are you so different i just wanaa scream out because life fucking blows....although i know i never will...

anyway my mother had the nerve to tell me today over the phone that im breaking our family apart -she was trying to make me feel bad....funny cause it only made me really really angry instead of feeling bad about my so called horrible behavior...i was enraged and hung up on her....which sets the stage for another fight later tonight when i see her...yippee!

this post is pointless....i have accomplished nothing....

conclusion: parents really suck ass

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CarpeNoctum's picture

YOU ARE GOD!

God does that sound familiar. My mom didn't tell my that I was breaking my family appart, my neighbor did by suggestion of my mother though! I don't know what to do with my family either, so I enlisted the help of a lovely company called Project Offstreets to help me get the fuck out! YAY! I might even get a gay host home family for a lil bit but who knows! I know the feeling though. I dunno how long you've been going on with this, for me it's only been...5 months that it's been horribly unbearable, before I could handle it...but that was the last...4 years, I guess I got used to being the black sheep. Anyway, I know how it goes having parents like that, you make me almost want to cry because I know exactly how it goes. OH wait...I just got done crying because they suck so bad! Anyway, if you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to talk to me. On AIM my sn is CarpeNoctum305, on yahoo it's lil_latin_elvie, and on MSN I'm cruzzer_chic@hotmail.com. So yeah, there you have it, or you can send me a private message there. HANG IN THERE! I'm sure you're as sick of that phrase as I am...but maybe not :-D
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