At the library again. I hate coming here...even though I love books. I just wish we could get a monitor already!! Got my meds today. Woo hoo. :-| I haven't found many books about gay-ness in this library. But it is small, so... Friday was one of the best days of my life!!! I went to the Sons Of Pitches concert (a local band) with Kitti and Kryssi. Charli was there, too. After the concert we went to get autographs. We were talking to Ryan and I told him to tell Eric he's hott. He said "Well, it wouldn't mean as much coming from me. Why don't you tell him yourself? You can do it." He knew I was nervous, heh. So he found Eric and pulled him over and told him that i wanted to talk to him. Kitti said "She won't say it, so I'll say it for her. She thinks you're hott." He smiled and said he appreciated the compliment. I asked him if I could have a hug. He said sure, and I got a big, long hug from him. Not only is he hott, but he smells good too!! He's graduated from college, though...I'd say he's in his twenties, probably. Oh well...if I keep in touch with him, maybe, just maybe something will happen when we're both older...Ha, I wish. I wrote to him the other day, on the internet at dad's. They asked for my phone number and my email so maybe I'll hear back from him, or at least someone. I was dying to log in to Oasis, but I don't dare come to this site at Dad's... Maybe someday I'll get the courage to tell him about my s.o.
I hate crushes. Especially when you know you'll probably never have a chance with that person. And even more when you get to HUG them. Nice, big, LONG hugs!!!! I am completely, head over heels in love with Eric! And I don't een know him... Crushes SUCK!!!