"i looked at her and she knew it was wrong,
"she looked at me and i knew it was wrong,
but then the rhythm started to flow..."
feeling hiphoppy today- hmm feeling like creating my own words too it seems
in my country (ugh i already sound like some trashy novel)
its illegal to be gay.
i remember the time when i found that out the hard way, and that was when
i was out at the bowling alley w my girlfriend,
and the atmosphere inside got a little hot and heavy so we decided to
take it outside... as we were leaning against a pillar, in a relatively dark corner(yeah i know- SHADY!) i kissed her and she kissed me back, for not more than 5 seconds
when one of the police officers around ( there are police everywhere
at local hangouts- monitering the place for underaged drinkers etc)
jumped right in the action and came and told us we were under arrest
for 1. public indecency
2. for violating some code of conduct concerning sexuality etc. i got lost
in all the confuzzlement.
it was so bricked up, we were sixteen for crying out loud and he had to take us
to the police station, 2 km away at 10pm on foot!(coz there was a fuel crisis,
etc)my girlfriend walked all the way crying as i tried to bribe the guy with everything i had- but that was only last year, i mean come on i was only 16 all i had
in my pockets was the equivalent of 4 US dollars!
then i tried telling him that i was some minister's kid, yeah yeah yeah, i tried
every possible lie i knew, but i guess it only aggravated him.
nonetheless we finally got to the station and our parents came and picked us up from the police station and paid our fines etc. thats how my parents found out that
i kinda swing both ways- thus they put me on therapy and sent me to church everythrd day of the week, i was never allowed to see my girlfriend again...according to them i'm straight again.
really messed up my life.
haha, in a v. tragic way, i guess i can be a rapper now,
i got a police record- for being myself.
i got arrested for being gay...
thats just profound stuff.