Today has been crappy and it just started.
It seems I have to be the best at everything
Maybe it's just me and the pressure I put on myself.
Then I also wondered sometimes if there is god.
You know I just lost a classmate he was so young.
Motorcycle accident that killed him he leaves behind a young baby and a wife.
Sometimes I wonder.
I miss stuff too. Like how sometimes I can just be standing here
not relizing my girlfriend is talking to me.
It makes her angry but when she gets angry at me
I get angry back. We have this on again off again
relationship and just last night I ended I
dont want her back when I don't understand her and
she doesn't understand me.