My Life

Fairylover2008's picture

Today has been crappy and it just started.
It seems I have to be the best at everything
Maybe it's just me and the pressure I put on myself.

Then I also wondered sometimes if there is god.
You know I just lost a classmate he was so young.
Motorcycle accident that killed him he leaves behind a young baby and a wife.
Sometimes I wonder.

I miss stuff too. Like how sometimes I can just be standing here
not relizing my girlfriend is talking to me.
It makes her angry but when she gets angry at me
I get angry back. We have this on again off again
relationship and just last night I ended I
dont want her back when I don't understand her and
she doesn't understand me.


suffragettecity's picture


I'm really sorry to read about your classmate. When I was in 8th grade, one of my schoolmates committed suicide, so I can understand how you feel.

ReLyX's picture


Well, I hope you find someone who really does understand you, or at least tries. In the long run, it's a good thing that you called it off. Bad relationships tend to eat at you like nothing else.