i need someone who i could talk to about my trouble life. i live in the foster system been in the system all my life. it really sucks you really never get to call somone your mom or dad. you dont get things like everyone else does. i really dont have a "family" whatever that means. i lived in so many different group homes and foster homes. im bi and have been out for three years so far. i've dated pleanty of guys, and many girls, i've said that i was in love but i know i really wasnt i felt that i had to say that to keep someone. i've been told that im depressed. and i can say that i am really suicidal. i've tried it all. really all im asking for is someone i could talk to or at lease someone who can tell me that life will get better.