“I act like $hit don’t phase me,
inside it drives me crazy,
my insecurities could eat me alive..
Whenever I ask that question, I mean it. I usually add something else that shows I'm sincere. However I do think that it has become some sort of social protocol where you must ask and respond. Sometimes I want to ask if the person asking cares when they ask and see what they say.
"But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes."
I'm a fan.
"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
"Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort" that was my song. It seems people are only looking for a reason to catch another in a self-inflicting act so that they can claim their "discovery" as many social-workers have shown to me. I just think it's a phase for you though, I don't cut anymore, it caused me more trouble then I could handle. I hope things look up for you.
You can rest asure that if I actually put in the effort of asking how someone is, I really do mean it and I do want to know. I'm the type of person who doesn't like fake interest and if I sense it in others I just won't answer them. If you don't feel like they care, why do you answer them?