Over the past year, I have been questioning my sexuality. I like being friends with guys (and girls) but dating, just doesn't work for me. Men's body parts just disgust me. And I could never imagine myself having sex with a man. I know I am young. 14 years old. But all of my friends, they want guys. The like making out, they think about guys, they date....etc. I won't even kiss one. I 'cuddled' with one once and when I came home, I threw up. I couldn't understand what was wrong with me.
I know that some of my friends who are girls would be like...'oh, this celebrity is so hot or I would date this celebrity or something and usually its a really masculine looking celeb. Well....I was always attracted to the girly looking ones...the feminine ones...
And after much thought and deliberation....I think I am bisexual with a tendency towards lesbianism (because I have been in love and attracted to guys before...but only 2 in my life time.)
And I have noticed that the stereotype of lesbians are 'dykes' or masculine looking/dressing/acting females. But I am not attracted to them nor do would I be classified as one. I'm about as feminine/girly as they get.
So, now I am confused...and worried about the image that people might think of me as. I have told a few of my friends...but not the guy who likes me or one of my other friends.
I worry, that the girls will think I am attracted to them, though I am not.