Usually I feel different about girls than guys. And I guess this does feel different. But it's way more intense than any crush I've ever had on a girl. She's new this year. I think she's in my grade. She's in my first period Bio class and 6th period English class. In English she sits a few seats behind me. Someone told me she was going out with a guy and I was devastated. But I asked one of my friends to point this guy out to me and it turns out that someone else is going out with him. Not the girl I have a crush on. I hope to God she likes girls. And I hope to God that I have a chance. She's gorgeous!!!! Maybe not to everyone, but to me she's one of the most beautiful girls i have ever seen. I really want to get to know her. Maybe I'll introduce myself to her in English sometime. I have to start somewhere, right?