i am soo bored

moonkitty's picture

i am soo bored. its the weekend an di have nothing to do. school has bombarded my life with a ton of homework an dnow im falling fo rmy best friend. oddly i dont feeling depressed. maybe to many happy pills. my best friend was the first person i came out to an dno wi hav ethis horrible crush on her. wehang out all the tim ean dhe rmom loves me but her dad is a total homom hater cause his brotehr is gay. he doesnt knwo im bu so he still lets her hang out with me but i really dont want to ruin our awesom efriednship but accidntly kissing her. an dhey that ight happen. my dad wont let me read any books or magazines that are in the leats bit gay or les, he say thier to sexually explizit. he is annoying. wel back to my buddy. i dunno what to do, ithink i shloud ignore it a dit will go away. yeh thats a good idea. kewl problem solved. but on to the next problem. beofr ei found this website i felt totally alone becaus ei thought i was like the only minor that was bi. we have no gay kids at my school its to strict. but no wim too shy to talk to peole so email if you wann atalk im usally not to shy but hey im not good at breakig ice. i gotta go an dfinish my evil homework....byez

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niks121997's picture

Hmm...

I've found that ignoring a crush usually doesn't work since it comes back around and laughs at you when you least expect it. Time works best, at least that's how it was for me.

As for my signature, it's from a poem entitled "A Dream Within a Dream" by Edgar Allan Poe. He's one of my favorite poets.

A Dream Within a Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."

moonkitty's picture

kewl poem

i like edgar allen poe. he is very talented. personally my favoriet writer is shakespear. i adore his sonnets, but their murder to memorize. we are studying poetry in school an dhave to memorize a bunch of them. it hard but enjoyable for the most part.

niks121997's picture

Ah

Good old Shakespeare. I don't know many of his sonnets, but I could recall some of his plays.

"The play's the thing wherein I'll catch the conscience of the king."

I love that play.

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."