Ick

Rikki's picture

It's a frustrating thing. Forgetting. You forget you are doing it. No joke. I catch myself repeating rants not to forget, word for word. I catch myself doing this on the walks. It always turns out the same. Same words. Then I forget it.

I've had these deep little talks with myself right before I go to sleep. I jump outta bed. Scratch down a couple words. And in the morning they are just words. Ick. Crazy stuff. I just stopped careing...

It's weird. A bunch of stuff has happened and nothing seems to matter. It's been one of those nothing-seems-to-matter-I-don't-know-how-longs.

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niks121997's picture

Slipping

I'm slipping into one of those nothing seems to matter moods. I don't like it when that happens.

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."