I'm so sick of falling in love. Does anyone else feel this way? I just wish I could keep a lid on my hormones until I meet a girl who might be capable of returning my affections. And it's not that I don't like falling in love. I'd just rather fall in love when I'm out of the closet, something I don't really want to tackle in high school. Still, why does school have to be so bloody straight? The only gay kids I know, or really know of, are really, really weird. And not in a cute, odd way, in a weird lets stay away from them way. Grr. Very annoying. I spent yet another french class trying to concentrate on my work and not her. Damn, this is getting prety bad.
On a completely different note, I'm not sure at all if my parents have figured it out. I've never had a boyfriend, so that should be a definite sign. I don't think they'd figure it out any time in the near future, but it doesn't stop me from being paranoid. Does anyone else feel like this?