even though I'm not gay. i'm bi. or at least i think so. but i feel like i don't belong here because everything i say feels dumb. '
i don't know how to act. i don't act gay. i don't look gay (lesbian). sometimes i wish i were a boy, but that doesn't mean anything. gah. and the fact that i have a boyfriend whom i love makes me feel less bi. i mean, sometimes i think that i like girls more than boys, but what about Josh (boyfriend). i mean, I *know* i love....blegh.