I lost my head, you couldn't come.

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So this weekend has been pretty fun!

I went to a party on Friday, so many people were there! It made me happy, except near the end of the night I got upset, probably because I was tired and Chelsea was there. Then Sam slept over and the next day we all went to see the Grudge, it was kind of scary, but not too bad. Sarah Michelle Gellar=Hot :) Then we went to another party and I slept over to Sarah's.

Yesterday Christina was supposed to come over to my house and work on our chem assignment, but at the last minute she got a call from Marina reminding her that she already had plans to see the grudge. She felt really bad for not coming over and said she would come tomorrow. I really think I am starting to fall for her and it scares the shit out of me. My heart sank to the floor when she said she couldn't come over and then when she calls I feel so happy. She is such a good person and she's so pretty, I just love spending time with her. I hope this doesn't mess things up too much between us, the last time I felt like this was when I liked Sam.

Why does it seem like we never fall for the people we should? I don't fall for the person who will conveniently like me back, I fall for the ones who are always out of reach. I mean there are so many guys who would go out with me and would actually like me, but I can't like any of them. I always have to fall for my best friends, who will always be just that "friends."

I pretty much feel I can't really do anything about it at this point, so I might as well just go with it.

I'm out.