I'm an idiot

dazed and confused's picture

I woke up in bed this morning and didn't know how I had gotten there. If this has ever happened to you, then you know how scary it is...and the more I think about it, the scarier it gets. I was a moron last night and drank way too much and ended up blacking out. (blacking out meaning that I have absolutely no memory of what happened and I didn't know what I was doing at the time because I was so drunk) I've never blacked out before and I never want to again...I don't know how I got home from the bar (It's just a 2 min. walk), I don't know when I came home...I'm so lucky that I didn't end up getting hit by a car or anything.

This morning my friend told me that she came home about midnight and found me sitting at my computer desk drinking more...she made me take some advil and helped me into bed. I must've been trying to go to bed or at least thinking about it before she got there cause my shirt was off.

So I ended up getting sick sometime during the night...and can I just say ewwwwwwwwwwww! I was so incredibly disgusting when I woke up this morning and my room smells awful. Another thing to be thankful for--that I didn't choke to death or anything. I'm willing to bet that I was bordering on having alcohol poisoning last night...and boy have I learned my lesson. I will NOT be doing this again. I drank too much in too short of a time and I was just a complete idiot.

It's just so scary not having ANY memory of the last half of last night....


whorled's picture

Some alcohol is okay...it jus

Some alcohol is okay...it just sounds like you way overdid it. Be careful...two summers ago my cousin died of alcohol poisoning. He was 29. I can't say I've ever blacked out...not something I want to experience to be honest.

- Meg

"Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for the human race" - Horace Mann

OliviaReborn's picture

Aww -Hug- I will NEVER touch

Aww -Hug- I will NEVER touch that stuff both of my could be fathers are alcholics... So i never want to take the chance. Oh well, i guess im better off anyways! lol

jdub's picture

one time I blacked out and wh

one time I blacked out and when I came to I was in a completely different town than the one I was originally in. talk about scary shit. thank god I was with people I could trust that night