30 Dec. 2004, 11:50PM

LookCuteFeelCute's picture

I’ve always cried alone.
No one but me
To dry my tears.
My heart only to be harnessed
By the one who has it…
Me.
I have no recourse…
For I know crying is wasteful.
In my soul there is and everbuilding pain,
And I wish I could shed my tears.
But no matter hwo hard I try:
I can not fall myself to cry.
For I seem to like to stay strong for myself -
So I do not cry at all
Instead of letting my body waste away…
In a river of tears,
I write.
I pour my emotions:
Onto a dry, white piece of paper.
Oh, how endlessly progressive my body now builds.
Yet I wish to destroy some strength,
And cry…
Cry my loneliness away.

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Army_your_green's picture

that is how i feel a lot of t

that is how i feel a lot of the time

~If we were all the same, life would be boring

vxone's picture

Guess that's the price we pay

Guess that's the price we pay for us guys being "strong"

There's really alot of stuff internalized.