Where do I go from here...where am i going to end up...What am i goin' to be in a couple of years...I dunno sometimes these questions plague me and at the same time calm me. Some times i just love to wake up in the middle of the nite..its 2:33 jump outta bed and drive down to the city or the ocean and wander aimlessly...Almost as if i'm trying to find lost remenants of myself.
I guess since i was little i've always been curious about the future and "whats goin' to happen in a few years"..I guess i love this innocence about myself...it's a part of my childhood innocence that i hope last forever. Sometimes i kinda saddens me to see alot of people grow up really fast or try to force themsleves to grow up fast. I also saddens me to see things change but thats something that i'm gettin' better with dealin'. Change can be a good thing. Sometimes i just sit in my room and listen for hours on end, doing nothing what so ever.
I have no clue as to why i'm postin' this...it has no purpose what so ever other than its the only means in which i can vent rite now. I'm not happy...and I'm not sad...I just am. What ever you're feelin' when your'e alone in your room or what ever please share i wanna know if there's anyother lost prophets out there.