the mouse that roared's picture

My aunt lives in the same town as me, and every so often I sleep over her house. Usually we have a great evening and talk until late about my life and hers. In the mornings, we have a lazy, late breakfast and I get home before noon.

We had been planning on last Friday for months, and I was really excited for it. Actually, it was one of the only things getting me through the week. I was going to spill out my whole heart to her, tell her about how I’m questioning and how confusing it is and such.

When she came to pick me up, though, right off she told me about her horrible day. We kind of wandered around town in her car for a bit, trying to decide what to do for dinner. Then all of a sudden we were off to the movie theater to watch “The Incredibles


lucky_star_1240's picture

I know what you mean

Whenever a family member asks me if I have a boyfriend, or if anything is new in my life, I always say inside my head, "Well, I am in love with a girl and I think she loves me and we will probably be a couple soon," but I never say it aloud. I feel like my breath gets sucked inside me because I cannot share my happiness, or my true feelings, with those people that love me. I'm sorry this happened to you. When I held back from my friends last Friday, I thought I was going to cry right in front of them. If you ever need to talk to someone, email me on oasis or im me: young american 7. However, if you im me, ask if it's me first, because my mom sometimes gets on my instant messenger. I hope to talk to you sometime, and I hope that you have the opportunity to open up to your aunt.

-lucky star
"The body says what words cannot."

KieBem81's picture

awe this made me feel for ya....its ok youll be ready one day

for now focus on the good in your friends and family and presents lol...

"If you love someone, tell them for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken"

1 in 3 women think of having sex or experimenting with other women

"Should I smile because we're friends or frown because thats all we'll ever be?"

cnn* :)

Andrewgirl3's picture

you should tell her

i think your aunt would understand. She seems to really value your company.

*Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one*