sillylove's picture

why do i feel the way i do.
I have no clue what to do,
Even if you do.I prefer wearing
my own shoes.When you know what
can free you,but you just cant say
the impending truth is what i have to
dare myself to say.I hate being this
way,not being able to express that im
gay.Its unjust,unfair.....
I WISH SOMEONE would care
this cofusion is so unknown,I feel like
my body isnt my own.At home i sit,alone
nobody wants to call me or i them.
This is never gonna end,its NEVER gonna END
OR will it,cause it better soon,i will
burst and come undone,my mind will unravel
my every thread of thought will be diminished
I need this, but i dont know what it is,Will
someone hear my calls my crys of
utter desperation,i need you ,I need YOU.


Eegriaga's picture

wow you post so much on this

wow you post so much on this website and your on all the time how bout responding to other peoples messages?

"There are no flowers no not this time" AFI

sillylove's picture


im only on for like an hour. but i dont log out. so it might seem that i am.what do you mean by not replying to others messages?And i just started on the site a few days ago.just trying to see if the internet thing actually works out for me.So i hope all goes well with your guy.
- love from Robb xxxxx

thoughtsinelectricblu's picture


Wow! Absolutely Amazing...thank you for sharing!


Intention is the core of all conscious life. It is our intentions that create karma, our intentions that help others, our intentions that lead us away from the delusions of individuality toward the immutable verities of enlightened awareness.

sillylove's picture


,im glad you can relate

"All you need is love..."- It lifts you up and then throws you down like a rock on cement floor....

Fan001's picture


Great poem...

Quite indetail but hidden secrets. Why does it burn for you to be free?
Free ain't free until you free from fear.

What is your fear in the situation?

Stop looking at the consequences from your end result. Take each moment as it comes. Looking into the future ain't gonna get you through but make you more miserable.

Try listening to your instinct. It will guide you every step of the way, it will inform you when the right moment will be to express.
Doing the right thing on the wrong time can cause a tsumani. lol. Really it can.

Try patience, cause I know you got it in abundance, make use of it.