Have you ever felt like someone did not care about you...i mean sometimes the feeling is justified but sometimes you just feel that way..my mind may be playing a trick on me but- for some reason i feel like that RIGHT NOW..and it is bothering me alot.. too much for comfort..i dont get why i feel it though...this idky feeling...i feel alone and sad for some reason...i hate love..who agrees??
i think im in love but if you guys knew the circumstances youd prob be like shut the fuck up ..oh well.. i think im in love...but then again why is it causing so much crap for me?? i mean granted most of it is nice crap..but still its hard...love is always hard im jeolous of those who have it easy ..take care of your love my friends cause once its gone ....well its hard ....coping is a bitch...i know this...she can make me so happy yet so sad.....*sighs*
also a really good friend of mine is leaving for school this sat and im going to miss her ALOT..shes transfering to somewhere far far away...boo...so yes this is contributing to my sadness...idk..poo on girls of all sorts
all i know is i love that one person (more than she even knows i think- ) and im gonna miss my friend alot...this all makes me a sad rambling idiot
*my rainbow string bracelet i havent taken off for like 6 months finally broke..im afraid its a sign....* i was so sad about this too....*