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insanepenguin's picture

Okay, now, most friends of mine at school know that I am gay. My two best friends, Kirsten and Nicole know, and they constantly are making fun of me, but in a friendly, teasing sort of way. Sometimes it doesn't bother me, and sometimes it does. I know that they are just teasing, but it hurts sometimes. Like today, they said (I) "was going to fuck Laura." That is not true. Laura does not feel the same way, and I am not like that. Even though I told them it wasn't true, they still insisted.

And yesterday, in sociology, I saw that my book had "gay" written on the side of the pages. I showed them and they started laughing hysterically because I got the book that said "gay." I showed the teacher, and she told me that it had been there for two years, because she remembered giving a detention to the person who wrote it. She then insisted on giving me a new book, because she is one of the teachers that I talk to, and she knows that I am gay. I didn't find it offensive, until my friends started laughing about it.

I don't know why I wrote this. It just bothers me how people can be. I don't want to say anything to my friends, because I don't want them to get angry, and I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm sorry; I just had to get this out...


Snowed_in1014's picture

If they're your friends then

If they're your friends then i dont think they would get angrey...but then again i dont know them. I still think you should say something to them.

~~If there's something weird in your neighborhood
Who you gonna call?
If there's something strange and it don't look good
Who you gonna call?