So. There's this guy I really really like, but it's hard for me to get together with him... and go out and stuff. He's intelligent, attractive, kind towards me... but it just seems that our plans are always thwarted by some sort of weird circumstance. Now, there's a female... She's also very smart, very attractive... she's a closet conservative which upsets me, but what can ya do... Anyway, she's expressed feelings towards me. How should I react? I really like nick and I want to have a relationship with him, but things just seem to go wrong. With allison, there's no problems really, but I don't like her as much as Nick and I haven't really decided if I want to date females. It's very confusing. I've made out with her. I felt her skin and her gaze. I touched her curves and her lips. But... But that was lust. I need loving tenderness of that male... That superior strength and intelligence.
So, does anyone have any advice?
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